how does it feel

How does it feel?
When you think you've climbed the HIGHEST MOUNTAIN and passed through ALL ITS CLIFFS
But the STAR is just hanging upon you, UNREACHABLE

How does it feel?
When you think you've run through the WIDEST FIELD and wounded by ALL ITS SPINY SHRUBS
But the BUTTERFLY is just flying away, UNCATCHABLE

How does it feel?
When you think you've done the HARDEST you CAN AFFORD
You've read all THOSE HEAVY BOOKS
so that you missed your PRECIOUS SLEEPING TIME
and your bed keeps neat, as you NEVER laid on it for so long
and you catched a FEVER you can't sweat out
and it's just ONE MORE STEP to the MEDAL you've been dreaming all these days
But the MEDAL is just blown away, UNTOUCHABLE



now you realize
maybe your effort is not HARD ENOUGH
maybe your sacrifices are not PRECIOUS ENOUGH
maybe your fever is not BAD ENOUGH
or maybe GOD ha said to you
"You've taken the wrong way. Turn. I've prepared something better for you in the end of that way"

So you turn, and take the way God has chosen for you
Maybe at first you were not so happy walk through its SHADY ROAD
But as far you stepped your feet
you realize that those canopies were very beautiful
could you imagine if they don't exist, you may hurt by violent SUN RAYS
and the birds were chirping along, flowers bloomed
and what you found in the end, suddenly
makes you forgot The Blown Medal
removes all the pieces of your Broken Dream
Heals all your Wounds and Pains



See?
Failure, is God's way to say
"take another way"

Then how could you still blame yourself,
crying for the medal which is not good for you?
How could you still Disgrace HIM?

Humans..