realize

today i had a short chat with a friend of mine, gaby, as we walked to lecture room together. she told me about her long-gone friend, whom she used to sit aside in class, with whom she spent time together, whom she used to like. now he's just far away and they do not talk anymore. how sad it was, she said, to not be able to express "i miss you", just because the person you miss do not talk to you anymore. and she told me all that because, in her opinion, i seem to have similiarity with her in that case.


well. i think i exposed myself too much to people. >,<


i know how it feels, when you are sooo wanting to greet an old friend when you meet, but the awkwardness just broke all the courage. all i want is just say hi, and talk normally like the old times. but time DOES change people. i used to think distance means nothing in this super-globalization era, but seems like i 'm wrong. distance DOES matter. 


and now i dont know if we ever gonna talk normally again. regarding the fact that we WERE good friend, it's just sad, isn't it?