be grateful, muthia

wew.
its been a long time, since that bothersome misery. wait, more than a year? and you havent get over it?

oh cmon muthia. He knows what's the best for you. He wont let you down. You dont always get what you want. but you always get what's the best. what you deserve.

if you didnt fail that time, maybe you wouldnt get a seat in fkui. maybe you wouldnt be able to buy a laptop by your own money. even maybe you wouldnt stand on the graduation stage as a big three.

He knows, you're such an ungrateful brat. but He loves you, more than you can imagine.

so please muthia. just be grateful.

He sends friends to you. although they sometimes disappoints you, but human is human. they cant always be like what you want them to be. But they, surely, will be there whenever you need them. maybe they are just too busy to come, have a visit on you. so please dont be too hard on them. dont be too hard on yourself.

He gives you delicious treat whenever you are starving. He lets you have a great dinner on a restaurant. be grateful. dont be jealous with your other friends. they just dont know you also want to join them hanging out together in Kotatua. be grateful, muthia.

He sets you to be born in a good family. remember one of your friend who have a conflict with her mother just because she wants to wear hijab, obeying His rule. be grateful your mother even makes you get used to wear hijab since you were a child.

be grateful for all He has given you. Life is short, dont waste it with useless bad thought and mocking. just Thank Him and everything will be easier. And remember, just to Him you will be gone